yesterday.

 So yesterday was a very very very very very very very very very terrible awful miserable day at work. (per usual) went home crying (as usual) made Justin listen to me whine on the phone while hyperventilating from crying (not so usual, I blame the pill). I came home, cried some more as I told my parents about my day. Then I kept to my plan. Bubble bath, nails, sleep.

But then something amazing happened...my very best friend in the whole world came over to help cheer me up. Gosh, I love him. He reminded me that he loves me & I'm not worthless no matter what I'm told otherwise. He's so encouraging & wonderful. I'd be lost without him. He was also a great reminder of God's faithfulness & perfect timing. Justin is my living, walking testimony that God does love us & always has a plan. Back when I was single & hating life I gave up hope. I honestly thought I would die an old cat lady (I'm allergic to cats so the dying part would have probably happened sooner than intended). Little did I know God was preparing the perfect man for me. Justin is more than I could have ever asked for! He was 100% worth the waiting, crying, frustration, & sadness. So I am believing that God's hand is in this job situation. He has to be. 

Today I am filled with joy. For no other reason but the fact that God is on my side. He fills me with joy & no one can take that away from me. No matter how hard she tries. I just have to rest in the fact that God is moving. He's up to something. I just can't see it yet. So I am going to thank Him for what hasn't happened yet, for what I know He will do, for whatever plan He has. He WILL make it all come together for HIS GLORY. I can't Praise Him enough!